Trying to be healthy

This year, I have resolved that I will be healthier and get my booty into shape. I want 2013 to be MY YEAR. I want to feel good about me again. Over the course of 12 years, I have given birth to 5 children. Wow! Its time to get my body back.

I am struggling though. I sometimes just don't feel like working out. I sometimes want to go and get a big, fat, candy bar because I feel I deserve it. I think, "Oh, if I don't work out today and have a little junk food, what can it hurt?" It hurts ME. I just don't happen to think that at the time. I know that I won't magically have the healthy lifestyle that I want. I wish it could be magical.... if only life were that easy! Like yesterday.... I worked out (yay!) but then.... I ate a bunch of milano cookies. Fail. I was quite upset about it later on in the day. Today, I am not beating myself up over it. I realize that sometimes this will happen. There is always the next day to be better. I know that I can be!

So, I have taken to my Pinterest, and been pinning a bunch of exercise and healthy things. I've gotta say... it is actually helping me. Its nice to be able to "pin" what I want to do, and what I want to eat, and what I want my future self to be. It is my "thinspiration". See what I did there? :)

I know that this is a lifetime journey. I will stumble along the way. I just need to get back onto that horse, and know that I can do this. I will do this! It is about time that I do something for me.

Bye, my lovelies!!!